i say the dumbest things sometimes.

at that moment i’m all like

wow, that’s gonna turn out great. Good thinking Jonathan! I’m sure that’s a smart move

And after doing it…

what did i just do….iddiioott..

I’m not good at this thought processing and then writing it down…or i come up with a million things to say and then it all gets jumbled up in a kahuna of dung. I don’t even know what kahuna means. Why do i like to get myself it this kind of situations? Seriously if i’d ask my 10minutes ago self, he’ll most probably say…

wth! how does my future talk to me?!

So hard to be right when everything is just going wrong. Or maybe i’m just making it wrong. wait…that’s the same thing no?